Dear "You have been Stood Up",

Before I present the happening to you, I deeply apologize for not keeping my word...It was selfish, despicable, and down right rude, and for the first time in a long time, I actually felt deeply remorseful about what I did to a Man. 

  You see I have been on the receiving end of that so many times before and could never imagine what was going on in that man's head for him to STAND ME UP! I  could not grasp my thoughts around why a man would be so careless to a woman.

  

The Planned Date:

I would be overwhelmed with excitement, I trusted that person to keep their word to me, and they disappointed  me fully... "He's never showing up!" and my Heart would profusely weep for my shattered soul soul..we would cry together in the darkness, eating the slowly the  lovingly prepared feast, blowing out the candle removing the sexy gown , and taking off the six inch heels. 

Together  we starred at the phone ( my weeping heart and shattered soul)  and we begged for it to ring with I'm on the Way or I am very Sorry. Many times that call would never come and we would falls asleep and tomorrow would be another day embarrassed...

I have only heard the sound of my voice calling them asking why... I heard that in your voice, and I was moved. Not to switch things up but, your phone call at 8:30 pm in which you expressed your disappointment, released me from bondage.

I was no longer trapped by that hurt, because for the first time in my life , I knew what it felt like to have that control and choice as well as I felt how I felt in you. 

As to what events lead to my not showing up, I will divulge it them to you face to face, WOMAN TO MAN, Over Dinners and Drinks(for me). I am available Tuesday Evening at 19:00. I will meet you under the fig tree, just past the Burning Bush around the corner from Paradise's Edge.

Call me Lover,

xoxoChelle